February 2012
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Feb 23rd
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Feb 23rd
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Feb 23rd
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Feb 23rd
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Feb 22nd
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I'm bathing. (or TMI personal hygiene)
Most personal hygiene stuff gets forgotten when I’m struggling with shit. I still care but I don’t have the strength of willpower to cleanse myself. And then it’s a spiral of hating myself more because I’m smelly and hairy , not wanting to leave the house etc., doing no art or work blah blah, and I feel worse and worse until eventually some tiny inspiration or ray of hope...
Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
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Anyway. We watched the last episode of The Walking Dead season 2 part 1 (wtf?). You know the one where the barn situation gets resolved. And right at the end I lost it and burst into tears. Lol. What an ending! But then I couldnt stop crying and sobbing. Man, it was embarrassing. I felt so sorry for myself. And then we talked. Fun times.
Feb 21st
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We talked. It was so hard. We are still together.
I’ll probs elaborate tomorrow. But there is a sliver of hope. But I ain’t clinging to it.
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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I just wish I lived in the UK..
warminvention: avacat1: sweartodrunk: I feel like everyone lovely lives there and it’s like the dream place full of wonderful things. no it’s ALL true!! streets paved with gold!! kings and queens and princesses, everyone drinks tea ALL the time even babies (actually that bit is true), everyone speaks like dick van dyke.. GET HERE NOW! We are all closet homosexuals with wonky teeth and...
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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Ayame wants to talk tonight
she announced I’m nervous, she sounded a bit angry. Maybe I’ll be getting the heave-ho
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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493) I actually like my cock and, even if I decide...
I love my peen. I love my nuggets. I hate testosterone. Hate. Can they be reprogrammed to pump estrogen into me?
Feb 21st
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the life and static of a tv addict: Reblog if... →
folk-piggie: transgenderqueerprincess: voldemort-hugged-me-when-i: littlemisstrumpet: If I truly loved the person, and they’re comfortable with who they are, why would it matter if they’re transgendered or not? Just be happy, and if you aren’t, find a way to be happy and find someone who will love you regardless of how… I would date a transgender. They are so unique and special. In...
Feb 21st
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the life and static of a tv addict: Reblog if... →
voldemort-hugged-me-when-i: littlemisstrumpet: If I truly loved the person, and they’re comfortable with who they are, why would it matter if they’re transgendered or not? Just be happy, and if you aren’t, find a way to be happy and find someone who will love you regardless of how… I would date a transgender. They are so unique and special. In fact I am dating myself right now, but...
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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I’m ok. I still feel awful. I feel suicidal to be honest. I see no future for me. I don’t know if I have the guts but I’m very willing and I have the means. She said I’m not allowed to. But she doesn’t have that right anymore. It’s my life to end if I want. She just doesn’t understand all this. If it wasn’t so sad and I didn’t love her so...
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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my wife just told me she doesn't want to be with...
or somewhere-in-between, cuz i don’t fucking know what exactly i want or where this is taking me 1 i honestly just don’t know what to do about this 2 except just fucking finish it now 3 why the fuck wont she just leave me? she’s not a lesbian so she should leave me. it makes sense. she says she wants to see how things work out. but i can predict with 100% certainty that she, a...
Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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There was a roughly two week period last summer...
This still worries me
Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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i sometimes feel like i've gatecrashed a mass...
warminvention: with most of the debates going on here, i just don’t get the angles. word. although I never matured beyond my teens anyway
Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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ALL THE HORMONES
Give them to me
Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Feb 18th
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Another psychosexy appointment today
It was good [WARNING: cringey soul-searchy stuff ahead] We watched an Oprah episode featuring a transwoman called Christine. She used to be a pilot in the USAF as Chris. I need to see it again. And my god she is gorgeous I just want to be her. I was really moved when they showed her breast feeding her babies. The therapist is really good. I think she is getting me to really think about what...
Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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480) Every single body & facial hair feels like an...
Imperfection would be putting mildly
Feb 17th
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Feb 17th
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